whatta showff
why is it that some people are very difficult to understand..some people who I thought I know them well, have changed a lott..in fact a lott lott.. its just tough you know… when you play the defensive, they attack..and when you attack, they get all defensive…and ya by the way, its been a long time since I had updated this space..hmmm got a little busy..plus, hmmm, lot of things happened that I dint know if I should have written it here to vent out my mind or to just dig a deep pit in my heart and bury all that into it..i preferred to do the latter.. the first one, if i had done, well, might have got criticism like, ‘huh, whatta showoff’, ‘omg, senti’, ‘what man, u got nothing else to write’, or like ‘why is he doing all this to grab attention’.. i dont write anything here, to grab attention or anything at all of that sorts.. i write so that i would just imagine that i lightened my burden by telling it to someone..not caring that the person had listened to me or not..in this case, this wall..this electronic wall that you see.. i write on it , write on it..sometimes erase it..and write over…so that after some days, or years when i look back, sure it would look silly but then it would also reflect at that point how matured I had grown from that point of time..
