Confused
For the first time, after coming to this place, I feel I have been left all alone.. Its always been the case that, my friends used to be there, back me up all the time.. I could always vouch on the fact that, there are my friends for me.. now I dont see anyone. Either, they choose not to interfere or they are busy with their own life. Then why am I running after each and every one of them and try to be in touch. Simple to put, I have lost faith in friends and the ‘friends are forever’ thing. No, friends are not forever man.. they would hit you back with a iron rod that you cant even get up.. u have to crawl to reach the finish line..
i usually, dont write blog at this time of the hour..but as I write, I m crying.. I regret for coming to this place, i regret for making this many friends.. i regret for allowing myself to befriend them..i regret it all.. i just want this 7 months to pass as fast as possible. I dont want to be there in this place anymore.. Pass out soon and get out of here.
The only little life that had been the reason for me smile at this place, had told me that it would rather not talk to me anymore and not be friends with anymore.. I cant say it how much certain people matter to me in my life..i wanted them to be with me and i really wanted to take care of them.. they tell me i wasnt there for them when they needed me. i have always been there mann, atleast i tried to be… i was pushed back sometimes..i wasnt needed at that time, i ask what happened, you dont tell me and when i try to know you dont tell me.. and how can i understand the situation??????
its really hard for me to break a relationship with anyone,,be it a guy or a girl…its very very very hard for me..God please help me..what should i do now..night and day this is all it is, which is ringing in my head.. u may ask, dont u have any other thing to do in life?? i dont have an answer to that.. maintaining relationship, handling people, seems important for me than all these worldly desires..because I dont want to die as an MBA graduate, i want to die as a good man..thats what im trying to do…
i try not to write anything personal here…but im sorry, i couldnt help it.. who will i go and talk to?? no one wants all this..
machan..
no feelings.. free aa vidu.. assaalt aa iru..
g.gomz
October 30, 2009
exam time sir…. everyone get fits… u r no exception
G
October 31, 2009
okay…i was talkin abt ur prev post 2dy..didn c dis one..hmm..what can i say..some thngs r betr experienced than spoken..Lifez too short to think dis way man..u r missin out on some cool n freaky stuf..accept n look at d brighter side..whoa! world suddenly turned to a lot cooler one..
iamalfan
November 7, 2009